hellos&goodbyees .

Stayed at home the whole day tdy , have no place to go & also can't think of where to go ): time seems to be passing so slow , sigh ! Haha (: jiali went up to my place & pass me back my 'sweets' , aft tt she stayed at my house for awhile to chit-chat with me .. Baby ah , i really love you alot ! Really can't lead my life without you ): i need you by side . You don't have to worry abt me , you just take care of uself in there & i'll be vr vr happy le . (: every single moment , i'll think of what you doing & when will you be released ! Really do hope tt when baby come out he'll will change for the better & don't walk back to the wrong path anymore . No matter how tough the future is , i'll always be there to brave thru it with you (:

♥ TINGNIM 139 ™

wrote it with all my <3 , 05 May 2009 12:46:00 AM

Sigh , a bad day tdy ! :/ Perhaps in the first place i shouldn't even go down to bl or get to know so much people ba .. But whatever it's , i'm gg to lead my own life nw . Guess it'll be better to start everything anew . Went to ah bang house this afternoon with 2 bottles of 'tiger' , haha :) bad mood , think abt jam & just felt like drinking to heal all the pain & sorrows in my heart . Nobody will understand what i'm thinking & how i felt :/ went to jurong point aft tt to watch movie with guanhan , jiawen & chee leong . Hehe :D 'X-Man' ! Aft watching movies , went to colour court to play basketball . So fun , the grp tt lose have to do pumping :D went to bl aft tt to play my favourite touch-screen . But not vr happy at bl , everything seems to change out of a sudden . But well , it dosen't matters anymore ! Baby , i miss you every single day .. Kept wondering when then you'll come out , only know you not even sentence yet . Sigh ! :/ but you don't have to worry , no matter what happen i know tt my heart will always have you . I promise i won't let anyone step into my life , i'll be waiting till the day you're out no matter how long it's gg to be . Don't tell me you're not worth me waiting for , i know you're & will always be the only baby in my heart . It's definely gg to be tough waiting , but no matter how hard it's gg to be i'm sure i'll overcome it !

♥ TINGNIM 139 ™

wrote it with all my <3 , 03 May 2009 10:46:00 PM

Hmm , went to janice hse at 4plus tdy :) a day tt is same as normal , went to sis house as usual to chit-chat with her & also play with girl girl . Baby , do you know tt i miss you dearly ? It had alrdy been 1mth 10day since the day you went in ! :/ without you , everything seems to go hay-wire .. I really miss the time we spent tgt althu it was only for a short period of time , short yet memorable :D had alrdy received 2 letter from you , awaiting for the next one & also the day where you'll be back by my side agn :/ quite a few ppl told me not to wait for you as they said tt a person who take drug will nv change , but i believe tt you'll changed & not make me disapointed . I'm sure tt you're worth waiting for , therefore i'll be here waiting for you no matter how long it's gg to be ! I told you tt it might be hard to wait , but i knw i can do it & will do it . It's not goodbye ! Am so pissed off with some unhappy stuffs nowadays , don't use all ur thinking to judge me . I know myself better than anyone else ! Out of a sudden , i miss back the day baby took me to the zoo . :/

♥ TINGNIM 139 ™

wrote it with all my <3 , 12:24:00 AM