hmm, life had always been so blend. ]: finally i dosen't worry abt my court anymore, perhaps is bcze of baby i nv wanted to go think abt it anymore. let nature take its course ba, will happen de thing jiu will happen de. for this 19 days more, i just wish to enjoy myself & not think of anything anymore. & what i wish to say is pls don't be so 'CHILDISH', since things had already past just let it past. why do some people just like to bring things up & talk abt it? laughs^^ no comments on such peeps!! i love my baby truefully & i hope he does too. i don't hope for forever, but i just wish tt if this is only the 19 days i've left he cld make me happy & we wldn't quarrel. ]':
daddy & mummy, iam sry. i always come out le nv be by ni men de side for more than 2yrs & have to leave you all again. i guess you all are the one tt's more hurt ba.. yuan liang wo! ]: actually i hate my life, why tt fucker have to give birth to me & make me suffer all this wheares don't knw where she's enjoying her life nw. does she even do miss me aft this 20years?
will blog again another day ba. suddenly my mood changes tremendously again ]: maybe i need time to accept everything & let things start all over again ba.
byebye peeps!

我的快樂!!