hellos&goodbyees .

just bought my fav LGVIEWTY 2days ago & it's lost on tt vr day. sad)': but well, nvm will get a new one tmr(:
yipee, so happy to get my fav phone. argh, 2 days ago lost again during drinking. was so dead drunk tt everything gone hay-wire & iam still not aware of what's happening. OMG!-.-'
been more & more lazy to update my blog, time pass by so slowly. my dear lord, pls let time pass faster so tt i won't feel so bored & lost.
sis told me this sat go power house with her as it's her friend b'dae & maybe they'll be opening cannon, woo sure drink till mad! & another friend ask me to go thai disco on sun also bcze his friend bdae, shld i go or shld i not? got abit of phobia towards drinking liaos, i always don't know how to self-control myself made everyone so worried.
court postpone again to 14sep, hope everything will be alright. & it's only abt 12wks away to baby release date, awaiting awaiting awaiting(:
will be back to post again another time, back to watch tv.. xD

wrote it with all my <3 , 27 August 2009 6:13:00 PM

will be going to court tmr le, hope everything will be fine): sigh, in a rs does it hurt everytime? why can't there be happiness instead of sorrow? i swear iam not going to fall seriously in love again, guys can't be trusted at all! whenever you put ur trust in that somebody, tt somebody will always tend to hurt you the most. so boring nowadays, i keep making daddy & mummy angry by going out. i know it's wrong of me to do so, not gona do tt often anymore. night-life isn't tt fun aft-all. so boring & tired, going to take a nap & continue blogging ltr perhaps. haha(: nights nights!

wrote it with all my <3 , 24 August 2009 2:41:00 PM

so boring at home nah, miss my lap-top alot. with lap-top can do so many things. now using desk-top can't do much things)': it's only 12plus now, still have a long day to night-time. what shld i do? guess go continue watching my shows ba, haha(:
be back to update again luhs peeps!

wrote it with all my <3 , 18 August 2009 12:16:00 PM

hmm, baobei lap-top went for repairing so i've nth to do at home bside watching 电视机):
so pathetic! nose bled again today, lucky not vr much if not daddy & mummy have to worry again like the previous time. heave a sigh of relief(: still waiting for someone to tell me what's the programme for tonight, haha(: well, but still not confirm wheather going out ant. feeling abit tired again, YAWNS!
be back to post again.

wrote it with all my <3 , 17 August 2009 8:11:00 PM

sat night meet-up with my darling baby at dhoby ghaut mrt station & headed over to have a drink at orchard plaza 'NEVERLAND' to meet-up with my dearest sis jaslin, zhiwei, jason, doors & etc. & worst of all, just reach there & while looking for seats, lights-on! & it last for quite sometime, wth!): aft neverland, headed to boat quay with baby, lao shi, gallen, melissa, zhiwei & dang kup. wanted to go to 'RAV' but last min plan changes & they went home. so was at 'TOP' drinking with junren korkor, xsharon, pamela & albert(: drink all the way till morning 8plus & we headed back to jurong for breakfast..
aft breakfast, went back home took my lap-top & bring it for repair tgt with daddy. iam going to miss my lap-top)':
baby, you're coming out soon. counting down. IMU & ILY!(:

wrote it with all my <3 , 11:05:00 AM

was so damn tired ytd night bcze went to aunt hse & spend almost the whole day playing with my niece & nephew(-:
they're so adorable man, gosh! tdy woke up early in the morning & went over to mcys with daddy, he drove me there. had alot of heart-to-heart talk with daddy & i realised tt he still loves me as much as before. in fact the love they had for me nv change at all. they nv gave up on me no matter how i change to be. iam going to be daddy's & mummy's gd girl, one who goes out once in a blue moon. whatever incident tt happened in the past nv makes me realise my mistake & i've nv wanted to change. but this time round, aft staying at home for a few days i felt tt staying at home isn't bad either(-:
as one grows up, there're lots of things tt must be change. cannot continue to rot my life away by going drinking everynight. i've to learn to concentrate on work, money money money is the most impt things nw. other things all can wait. to me, nth is more impt nw xcept my parents, JAM, health, money & ppl who cares abt me(:
YAWNS! have to go back & get somemore slp. will be back to post again.
nights peep(;

wrote it with all my <3 , 13 August 2009 12:43:00 PM

hmm, it had alrdy been 2days since i last went out. nth to do at home & my flu isn't recovering. such a bad headache too. & my sis tell me this weekend most probably go bq(: hope she'll be able to go noh. took so many pics on the 0808 with sis but my blog isn't able to update, so have to upload on friendster. shit the blog man!
having a conversation with one of my friend, he console me on so many things & nagged at me bcze of care as a friend. thanks alot, all the talk you told me i'll remember it deeply in my mind & heart. had such a bad night-mare just now, dreamt tt i went back hostel & tears almost came rolling down)':
i just felt so depressed whenever i dreamt abt all this bad stuff, iam so scare. tdy baby mummy called me & told me tt i'll be able to go & visit him soon. iam so happy & excited, it had been such a long time since i last saw him. the day he left me is the day he promise to meet me & give me surprises. i always hate the day 230309!):
this's the day tt brought him away from my side. if only he were here, many things wouldn't have occured. well, for the time being now i just have to be a gd girl & wait for him to come out.
so hungry at this current moment, cig running out soon & iam so lazy to head downstairs. laughs^^
be back to blog again, nights!

wrote it with all my <3 , 10 August 2009 9:12:00 PM

i still can't get to slp, it's alrdy so late)': still chatting with my beloved sis at msn.

wrote it with all my <3 , 2:28:00 AM

OHYA, 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE'!

wrote it with all my <3 , 09 August 2009 10:46:00 PM

my blog is driving me insane, till now still couldn't upload photo. all the photos i took with my dearest sis couldn't be upload)': ytd incident drove me mad. i thought you were a gd friend of mine or rather us. but the shit you landed us in you didn't even bother to clear. you're shifting all the responsibility, i dare you to repeat what you said again ytd. why you lidat? when you know ur bf is attached, did i throw you alone? i nv, in fact i was acc'ing you all the while.
thanks for the shit you gave us in bangkok thai. if i were the only one getting hit, it's still ok. but you made lynn suffered with me. & now you don't want to pick up our calls! what're you trying to show now?
is our friendship still strong aft yrs of stay in hostel, or ours is still strong but not urs? thanks shalyn my dearest xingan for everything you had done(:

wrote it with all my <3 , 10:39:00 PM

woo, such a fun day tdy. haha(: went to club bubberry, it was so fucking borin, aft tt headed over to boat quay 'SPEED LEGEND' meet tianxiang & co. aft tt programme was endless, headed over to oasis & met up with jinli. then i went over to kallang bahru meet-up with one of my friend & headed back to boat quay 'RAV' alone to meet-up with tianxiang & jinli again. laughs^^ drink all the way till morning 8plus. yawns, such a tiring day. & best of all was i had enough of 'KKKKKKKKKIT'. teehees^^
thanks guys for acc'ing me all the way. nevertheless, not throwing me alone(:

wrote it with all my <3 , 5:46:00 PM

iam so tired aft a whole day of walk at far east with my dearest ah bi)-: guess my health is really getting weaker & weaker le, everybody's rushing me to see a doctor. & thanks for all those concern msges, i know all of you're worried(:
but i guess i'll be fine aft a few more days of rest ba. shld i go out ltr, think rest at home better. go take a nap le, will post again when iam free. lalalaas:D

wrote it with all my <3 , 06 August 2009 9:33:00 PM

fever finally went down, iam so glad. but still having the stupid flu, cough & sore throat. grr! had been staying at home since ytd morning, felt so proud of myself. haha(-:
hmm, stupid blog still can't upload pics yet. one more thing iam proud of myself is i finally left those ppl clutches, freed.. aiyo, my bodoh can't get to slp. had been sms'ing with him for the past 7hr plus. i can see tt there're really ppl who truely care abt me. care abt my everything. thanks ah bi, baohua, thomas korkor, ya guo & last my dearest 'BODOH'(: the care & concern they show me is what i called real concern, real friends.
iam glad tt iam not all out alone in this world.
shld i go window-shopping tdy? argh, i need lots of money na! i want to buy this & tt & lots of other things. blablabla^^
shall be back to blog again.

wrote it with all my <3 , 10:54:00 AM

fever finally went down(: couldn't imagined i ran 4 thai disco ytd night due to a fever, gosh! but ytd was really fun. went to suncity thai disco, sabai sabai, 72 & lastly nana:D drank until i vomitted blood tdy. guess my body not able to take it anymore, had been nose bleeding & now vomitting blood): i guess ppl who care are worried dead. thanks to those peeps for their concern esp BH:p
tonight had decided to take a rest at home, supposed to be at double 'o' but everything changes last min due to my body system. & worst, saw some fucker tdy whom i don't wish to see. pls, act like a man! cannot develop more than friends then just remain as friend, is there a need to make things worse & avoid? why can't quarrelling stop between me & you, there're always endless quarrel. once i loved you so whole-heartedly, but guess now everything had changed. the love i had for you'll no longer be there anymore. now i finally realised the meaning of love becoming hate. everyone seems to fake, do you all really mean well for me or just acting? all the hypocrites act made me feel like puking!
what's the true-side of a human-being? i can no longer differentiate! well, ain't going to think of all this anymore. just let nature take its course. & i've learn how to see ppl more with an open eye this time round. things is changing every single moment tgt with the earth turning.
nights peep, gotta rest my eye. really felt so unwell this time round):
baby baby, kit teung mak mak)':

wrote it with all my <3 , 05 August 2009 10:33:00 PM

POOR ME! iam running a high fever man, 38.1)': bad headache, bad cough, bad sore throat.
& issit bubberry thai disco tonight? i guess i had not enough beer & martell tt's why iam
so sick now. haha(:
update another time, head spinning like hell! bye..

wrote it with all my <3 , 04 August 2009 7:51:00 PM