my heart felt so pain, it had been such a long time since i last dropped my tears. why am i putting on a strong front? in my heart i felt hurt, felt unwanted, felt as if noone cares but why do i hide my tears)': i guess it was just bcze i don't want ppl who cares abt me to worry ba..
i always know tt love is unfair & nth is fair in this reality world! heath is deteoriating & court date is reaching, really don't know what the outcome will be but i do hope ppl i know will tkcare of themselves(: when will i leave this world, so sick & tired of everything. 心动心痛, 說好的幸福呢? if only everything can end, how gd it can be. i know iam always being foolish, why can't i stop my foolish-ness): silly silly silly me! feifei, all of a sudden i miss you so much. things changes every sec, every min, every hr, everyday, every wk, every mth & every yr..
FUCKKKKKKK EVERYTHINGGGGGGG!!!)-: