went reporting tdy, results from my officer didn't seems vr gd. ppl, date me out asap)-: tdy when reporting, saw the sadness on daddy's face & tears flowing in his eyes made me felt so heart broken-ed. really damn heart broken-ed. i do love my DADDY & MUMMY lots! & i miss him muchs, it had been 3days le.. & it's only 11 more days to my next court, iam really SICK & TIRED of going to court. he's my strength, my support for everything & only he cld bring a smile back on my face & eased my pain. now, everything's gone. i rather everything stayed the same & nth changes. SILLY, SILLY, SILLY!
somebody pls give me ffffffffffffvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeee or kkkkkkiiiiiiitkaattttttt!!!): down with a flu again, OHMYTIAN! when then am i going to have a healthy health back? ppl're all so worried, sry to my dearest daddy, mummy, ms chen, baolin, jaslin sis, baby, jason, lionel, ah hao, melvin, chester, sky & etc.. real sorry to made all of you worried. if worst comes to worst, i can only choose to face it issit? why can't i be running from reality, reality is so cruel!! KILL ME pls! & what comes to my mind now is 080309, the day which my baby brought me to zoo, arcade play games & sent me back home due to my tagging tt time): i noticed now what i need most is care & concern from ppl ard me.. i know most ppl are making time out for me, thanks peeps. you guys are my best drugs now! still there're still those fews not giving up on me & continue staying by my side to go thru all this with me. some are even hiring lawyer for me, thanks alot. have been trying so hard to carry a stupid fake smile on my face, damn sickening!
GIVE ME A BREAK, IAM BREAKING DOWN))))):::::